... because I miss having someone who would listen to all my silly stories. Stories of what I do everyday, no matter how small and insignificant it may sound, or how normal my day was. I have recently realized how true the saying goes, 'It is difficult to find a good listener'. And I, of all people, knows how it drives a person crazy not being heard. I have to say that my self esteem is pretty low now. I ain't worth anyone’s time, because I can't give or help with anything, compelled with this tarnished reputation of being a relationship breaker. My heart screams no and my actions try at it's best to be valiant and true. Even the numerous messages that I send to the person that I adore has to be screened ample times, screen proof to avoid words that convey too much of affection or words that give false impression, or any impression of liking itself. I am only 21 years old and I’ve screwed up so many things. If I had avoided all these mistakes, I would’ve been rich with contentment. Simply do the right thing from now, is my plan from now on.
From now on, do the right thing, say only the truth, and no avoidance.
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