Ask me, ask you first.

It's summer. Everyone's bright and cheery. And yet I feel like I’m the only one bleeding while everyone's having a real good time. Another girl and another boy are definitely having the best time. I feel like I have nothing now, back to square one, 9 months ago when everyone left. All that's left is work, and if that's all there is for me, I’m going to do a great job on it. Because that's all I can do anyways.

I'm sorry for looking all gloomy but I really can't help myself. How would you feel if your significant other has banished all hopes, and all you want is to care but yet, when you do care, all that comes back onto your face are pictures of em with another person, close. How am I supposed to feel alright? Would you feel alright? How much more alright would you have me feel?

Help.