saturdays

I drank 4 tall cans yesterday. Looks like beer here could actually get me drunk. That's great news. I can't remember anything about yesterday. But now that I’m awake, it feels really low. Never thought that I could feel like this. I use to think I could be ok with everything, apparently that’s not true now. I can't cheat my stupid mind still.

It was a nice night yesterday. Lots of friends just sitting down and drinking and playing cards. I need more distractions as such. It's a weekend, this second personality in my head tends to be suicidal during weekends.

I hope I’ll be able to go to the library today. It's been a while since I had a good book to read.